San Fran.

we went to pick up one of Sterling's reps from the Oakland airport... & we wanted to spend the day in San Francisco!

my post is being ultra retarded and isn't letting me write under the pictures for some reason. so here is a little info on the coming pics..

china town, ate chinese food, ghiradelli square... car battery died, ate ice cream, lumbard street... most crookedest street in the world, pier 39- seal lions, aquarium, alcatraz island

Cute little tylee.

went to a butcher shop where they had a billion live animals that were gonna be killed to be eaten

went to ghiradelli square and had ice cream

walked down the most crookedest street in the world

went to the golden gate bridge.

my first experience in SF and i had so much fun!! will definitely be making a few more trips there this summer. (:

FaMiLy-TiEs

the last day that we were in utah, I wanted to take some pictures with my family and siblings before we left... so thats what we got. ;) me and my crazy family at its best.

this is me, my mom, whitney and morgan..

and yes.. morgan always looks like a pirate

i really liked getting a creeper picture of julie in the background of this one.

me and my cute con-bon

connor and cousins paige and cole

cheesy connor

just a little on the strange side.

it must run in the family

sisters!

my handsome brother caden (:

cute little sister whitney

the girrrllls.. minus amber ):

that day we went to Zupas to lunch before we were moving and got a girls picture. (:

thanks sterling for taking it!!

he was there too... i didn't want him to feel left out on girls day.. so he tagged along!

after lunch ... we took our time taking the kids back to school

we went to ross and got outfits for each other to try on.

this was me and whitney's outfits.

and this was morgan's outfit!

sterling's outfit wasn't posted ... because i was told i'm not allowed to put that into cyber space.

but let me just tell you... he makes a beautiful woman. (:

...don't think I don't think about it....

..confession..

So... I need to just get this off my chest.. I'm just sitting here. at 1:45 in the morning.... attempting to study for my huge final at 8am. And the only thing that is going through my mind is how much I love Sterling. like... really. you may click the red X in the top right corner if you gag at cheesy-ness... but honestly... There is no guy on this earth who could have been what he is for me or could ever amount to what he has become to me. I believe that now more than ever. This last week and weekend has probably been one of THE most stressfull times on us-- hands down. There is just so much going on in our lives between school, work, friends, family, packing, moving, cleaning, and preparing for the summer in California...

We have gotten at each other... arguing at points and picking at each other a lot just because of how much crap is going on. But when it comes down to it, at the end of the day... he's the one i'm so SO grateful for and so happy that i have next to me for the rest of forever. I look forward to laying my head on his shoulder at night and falling asleep next to him every night.

He is the perfect amount of strength that I don't have, and the perfect amount of patience that I need. When I am struggling and having a bad day, all I need to do to completely turn it around is look at our wedding pictures, or our wedding video. . . even any pictures.

I love seeing the way he looks at me in photos... its that pure genuine love that I was never able to find or ever able to even know before him. Yes, you have to go through things and meet some people along the way the make you who you are... but in the end... it was him all along. and i will always be the luckiest girl in the entire world to have him and what he has done for me and given to me. I am so so happy at this point in my life.. just genuine happiness that is irreplacable by any other thing.

Nunc Scio Quid Sit Amor

now i know what love is Really... forever isn't long enough. I know people say that.. and it doesn't really make sense- but i mean it! I could have a billion million forevers and I'd still be begging for more time with him. how I nabbed the most handsome, funny, smart, kind, amazing and SEXY man in the world... who knows???!! but he's ALLLLLL mine. (:

Love you, Sterling!

Can't wait to have a road trip to Cali tomorrow where we'll be living for the next 5 months!


guess I should get back to my homework now. booo.

goodnight, blog.

OuR FiRsT EaStEr

Coloring Eggs together... we made a mess and even got some green dye on the carpet right before we are moving out.. but its ok (: we had fun (:

....yes.... that egg really says what you think.

FIRST FAMILY EASTER PHOTO

GirLs NiGhT #2

So we had a girls night at MIMI's Cafe... so we could all have one last get together before I moved to Cali. (:

Megan

Ann and Sami.

oh... and trav came too. (:

Me and Ann

Jessica and me. (:

Trav and Me

Me and Megan trying to do sexy poses.

Andrea and Kandra

Jess and Sami... and ANN

Kandra and Andrea and I

Megan, Rachelle and Me

Brooke.... and Megan.

creeper.

Rachelle and Me.. and Creeper Ann

The whollllllle crew. (: